Rahab's identity confusion

I came across a verse the other day which confused me. 

 You crushed Rahab like a carcass; you scattered your enemies with your mighty arm. (Psalm 89:10)

Wait, really? I thought we liked Rahab! I know she's a prostitute, but she and her family were saved in Joshua, she is given as an example of someone who trusted God in Hebrews. Why has she been crushed? 

I did some reading and found a few references to Rahab being defeated by God (Job 26:12), and even as being a nation (Psalm 87:4). 

It turns out that there are two Rahabs. One is the prostitute of Joshua, the other is some sort of ocean creature like a leviathan, which God is said to have defeated when he created the world. It sometimes symbolises the chaos of the sea, so when God parted the sea for Israel he defeated Rahab again. Eventually Rahab ended up as a synonym for Egypt, as in Psalm 87:4. 

How interesting! 

AFES AC

Last weekend I went to AFES' apprentice conference. It was at the end of the semester, a weekend with other apprentices looking at our glorious God, and sharing stories of joys and struggles. While I was a little tired to be spending time meeting people, it was great being with others who are keen about God's Kingdom, singing loudly, inputting discussion, volunteering to pray. 

The best bit of the weekend was the small group. Most conferences tend to put you in a group, you meet them, forget them and are in a completely different group next year. This time I got put in a group with four other gals, and we will be in the same group at the end of year conference, and then twice again next year. All of a sudden it's worth forming real relationships with them, even though we live in different cities, keeping in contact and sharing stuff throughout the year. It was wonderful to share stuff I had had trouble with and have four others nodding and saying 'me too!' rather than 'oh, you don't need to worry about that.' 

The other great thing was the singing! There were only about 50 there, but everyone was enthusiastic and confident, even with just a keyboard to back us up. 

An nyeong!

I'm learning Korean! I'm reading the Bible with a Korean lass, and every second week she teaches me some Korean. I can say things like hello, hello politely, my name is, what's happening, yes, no, awkward. Also, for some reason, do you want to die, which is an aggressive phrase that some young Koreans say to their friends as a joke but shouldn't be used as a conversation starter. 

Also I can say goodbye. Jai ga!

My first holiday!

Well, my first in this job at least. I went to Perth for a friends wedding, and while I was there caught up with work and church friends, and spent a few days watching movies with my sister. I even touristed a bit, going into the underwater observatory at the end of Busselton jetty. All in all pretty good mix of fun and rest. 

The water was a bit murky but there were huge shoals of whitebait, which is apparently a bit uncommon. I didn't take my camera to the wedding, so I have to wait for Facebook to come up with nice ones. 

I did everything on public transport! I caught 3 trains, 2 planes and 9 buses! 7 different people were nice enough to offer lifts as well, some of them more than once.

I got home on Tuesday night, and have been struggling to get work done since then, but today I put on a big load of washing and started writing a bible study on singleness, and there are bread rolls in the oven for lunch! 

How are you enjoying MTS?

I have come to dread that question. I don't resent being asked. I appreciate the care people are showing for me and the ministry I'm involved in. I know they're being polite, showing an interest in my life and work, wanting to encourage me in ministry, finding out how I'm going. I rarely answer perfectly honestly. 

I don't much like it. Part of this is that OWeek is hard, week one only a bit less so, I'm still trying to learn people's names, and I spent most of last week with a cold. I haven't had the best time recently. Nothing terrible has happened, but I have been worn down. 

But right now I don't want to continue in full time ministry after my two years of MTS. I didn't before I started either, but I thought I would likely change my mind. It hasn't changed yet, and doesn't feel like it will. 

How do I answer this question? I usually say that it's tiring, and different to my previous job, and that I don't really know what I'm doing. It's true, but not complete. I'm looking at a week of sending emails and calling people who aren't really that keen, where I have to provide all the energy and enthusiasm for the relationship. I'm looking at a semester of meeting people for the first time, then meeting more people, then meeting more people, then see the first people again and forget everything about them. I'm looking at a year ahead when everything looks like a burden, and nothing like a joy.

So how, in the end, am I dealing with this gloominess? To start with, I'm keeping on keeping on. Persevering for the sake of perseverance. It will get easier as I get to know people, set up regular things, work out a balance. There will be more joys as I see people grow in the knowledge and love of God, which will make the hard yards worthwhile. I'm chatting to a few people rather more honestly than the evasive 'tired' response. I'm also trying to learn to rest in God, to find reading his word alone relaxing and invigorating rather than a task to be gotten through.

OWeek

OWeek was two weeks ago now. We ran a watermelon stall, another stall more for information but it also had watermelon, had heaps of chats and ended the week with a walk along the breakwater at Nobby's.

This is Steffi (my housemate), feeding watermelon to a bird. I don't know what the bird was trying to advertise.

I chatted to some Iraqi blokes who were interested in the ESL course we are starting up. There were a few people who said they are interested in finding out more about Christianity, so hopefully next week I will start meeting up with some girls to read the Bible with them.

The most encouraging thing about the week was seeing older students getting involved and working hard to make sure everyone knows about Newcastle Christian Students, even as the week dragged on. Sam is an Engineering/Business student who was there every day, setting up the stall, handing out leaflets and striking up conversations. By Friday afternoon, he and I were the only ones still on campus, manning the stall and meeting quite a few people, even up to 2pm when we packed up. Ben is a second year Education student who organised the leafleting, getting up at 6:30 most mornings to be there at 8am, ready to leaflet the 9am orientation sessions. Jasmine and Juliet came from the central coast on Tuesday and were really proactive in striking up conversations with people walking past the stall.

Working with International students

I work about one day a week with FOCUS for international students. Aside from the constant "pardon?" I have noticed another interesting thing. This showed up on my Facebook news feed.

I'm sure it's very funny...